Sometimes the one's that hate you the most
are the ones that really want to get too close
and sometimes you think about the girls you done wrong
all the things you shoulda said
all the chances that are gone
and you think about giving them the sweetest of song
but you know that the sweetest song
won't make up for what you did wrong
And you wish you could take back every lie that you told
but she knows that your bullshit's getting too old
and you know that even the strongest lie you ever told
will never make her think that it's the truth that you hold
so you sit in your dark room with the blinds fold
hopin that the shit in your lif
this world that you're living in
its not safe to even be sitting in
I'm not afraid of where my life has been
I'm not afraid because I got my friends
And when this story is done and old
And everything I have to say has been told
The hand i'm holding I won't fold
five aces is what I hold
I'm not metaphorically but metaphysically challenged
It's not the hand that was dealt but the gambler in the passage
I can't be worried where my past is
It's just a historical account of where my life is
And no matter what I do I can't make it his
Subconsciensly I believe that I don't need this
But this is everything that's real is
And you can't
ever been afraid to fall asleep
so afraid you just lay there and weep
eyes wide open gotcha staring at the ceilin
trying to figure out what is that your feelin
all my life i\'ve dreamt of glory
but i\'ll prolly just be another cocaine story
ever been afraid to wake up dead
yesterday was your last chance to get out of bed
im driving down the street it\'s half past ten
can\'t figure out whats goin on in my head
don\'t wanna wake up one day when i\'m forty
to find out im just another cocaine story
ever been afraid to claim your stake
invest in a house down by the lake
its 3 a.m. and I\'m looking for sanity
all I ever wanted was my
ever been afraid to fall asleep
so afraid you just lay there and weep
eyes wide open gotcha staring at the ceilin
trying to figure out what is that your feelin
all my life i\'ve dreamt of glory
but i\'ll prolly just be another cocaine story
ever been afraid to wake up dead
yesterday was your last chance to get out of bed
im driving down the street it\'s half past ten
can\'t figure out whats goin on in my head
don\'t wanna wake up one day when i\'m forty
to find out im just another cocaine story
ever been afraid to claim your stake
invest in a house down by the lake
its 3 a.m. and I\'m looking for sanity
all I ever wanted was my
ever been afraid to fall asleep
so afraid you just lay there and weep
eyes wide open gotcha staring at the ceilin
trying to figure out what is that your feelin
all my life i\'ve dreamt of glory
but i\'ll prolly just be another cocaine story
ever been afraid to wake up dead
yesterday was your last chance to get out of bed
im driving down the street it\'s half past ten
can\'t figure out whats goin on in my head
don\'t wanna wake up one day when i\'m forty
find out im just another cocaine story
ever been afraid to claim your stake
invest in a house down by the lake
its 3 a.m. and I\'m looking for sanity
all I ever wanted was my ow
How can I feel this way.
I told her I loved Her.
I said it was forever.
But now I find my love fading.
A love replaced by another Love.
Why am I feeling this?
Why can't I be faithfull??
The baby, and the promises.
What am I doing to myself?
Why do I always wreck everything??
My life is getting perpetually worse.
And now, now with everything thats going on.
I am losing the one thing I knew was right.
I am losing everything.
I am losing everything.
I am losing everything.
Soon there will be nothing.
Soon I will be nothing.
Dissipating into an abyss.
Well not an abyss.
But THE abyss.
The abyss I call my life.
A love replace
Why does it always come down to this,
Why do we always do this to eachother,
Is it because you dont love me,
It cant be,
I can see it in your eyes,
its there right behind those eyes
tucked deep back in your heart,
you love me, you always have,
even before you we met, you loved me,
So its me, its me thats doing it,
I ruin this for the both of us,
I want it so bad, i want to love you,
I want to be the man for you,
I want to be yours, always and forever,
But I just can't.
Is it a lack of maturity,
A lack of heart, can it be that i have no heart,
no sole by which to love you with,
whats my problem, why can't I do it.
Even with
When I was I fell off my bike and scratched my knee,
you weren't there to kiss it better.
When I was I broke my collar bone,
you weren't there to comfort me.
When I was 1 I cut my hand on a knife,
you weren't there to hold me.
When I hit the home run in the Little League Championship
you weren't there to cheer me on.
When I played football in High School,
you weren't there at the games.
When I Graduated,
you weren't there to tell me how proud you were.
But worst of all,
When I went to sleep everynight,
you weren't there to tell me you love me,
But its not your fault Dad,
God took you from me,
God took you from all of us.
H
this world that you're living in
its not safe to even be sitting in
I'm not afraid of where my life has been
I'm not afraid because I got my friends
And when this story is done and old
And everything I have to say has been told
The hand i'm holding I won't fold
five aces is what I hold
I'm not metaphorically but metaphysically challenged
It's not the hand that was dealt but the gambler in the passage
I can't be worried where my past is
It's just a historical account of where my life is
And no matter what I do I can't make it his
Subconsciensly I believe that I don't need this
But this is everything that's real is
And you can't
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